Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Sorry Bloggie

I left this blog for sometime SORRY*. It has been a busy time for me. Normal college semester of 3-4 months are all squeezed up in just 7 weeks. Its a heck of a deal when this is my last chance to turn over a new leaf.

Well, Penny left yesterday and it seems so quiet in the room without her arround. Ofcourse since she was staying over for about 3 weeks. Hope she is all well and good back home.

I remembered 1 day when i was going through my e-mails, I saw a mail about plastic surgery. Hmm.. The difference it made for the girl in that picture was HUGE! Then something occured in my mind. Are these people accepted from the society? It might change how people look at you (first sight) but what is the point of hiding from what you are born as? I tought for awhile, and its just outrageous how people are going just to be noticed. Just want to be out from the shadows of society.

I wondered again, what happens to the perceptions of their loved ones? I tried to put myself in that shoe and I came to my own conclusion : The desperation of attention and self-esteem has brought them to this stage in life. In this world of "Masked" people, we can never be who we are
because we are not living in this world on our own.

Living life with no boundries is almost everyones dream~ So am I!

Monday, September 1, 2008

Just what i needed

Tomorrow is going to be the start of something new. New course, new college, new friends, and a new environment. This is it, I will make it.

Dreams are meant to come true, if only dedication and will is there.
Sorrows are meant to be solved, instead of letting it hunt arround you.
Words are meant to be said, but choose the right words.
Aims are meant to be acheived, with the right goal and decision to make.

LoL.. I keep finding words to keep me dedicated and not letting the pressure pull me down. I am happy that my dota team has been reborned, and our attitudes are awesome for members that never play with each other before. I was impressed by the communication and dedication. Please chun wai dont ruin my dream.

Everyone keeps telling me to just let it go, but why? I rather solve the problem and then let it go. So now at least i have a clear and stable mind. Problem solved.

Sorry Manfer, i dont mean to be so cold and heartless to you. Thanks for covering my ass all the time at work. Love ya. Dont get me wrong, i really do mean what i said to you. Nomatter how hard u might take it, it was honest words from me and the others as well. I did the dirty job to tell u off, but better realize it and change it rather than maintain that same attitude. LOL. Chillex.

Like i said, tomorrow is a start of something new. Lets rock the house.