Wednesday, July 16, 2008

As the days come

Its just so fast that tomorrow is the day of Nash's birthday celebration. Its still not known whether or not viv is going, but i just cant seem to let my friend down and agreed nomatter what i will still attend the party. We are in a dilema of celebrating in Popi or Maison. Hmm... since i havent been to Popi, i would rather go there neways.

Sad day for me in Dota, i actualy lost 4 games in 1 day. WTF... that is just sad man... n tourney is coming up on saturday. Well, i've got loads to buck up on. Neways, its been more than a week since the big arguement with viv, and yesterday she called to ask y did i mentioned that i wouldnt attend the party if she does? If only u knew what i felt and what i went through in BarCelona, i think u wouldnt ask that question viv.

Seriously, is it just childish to refuse seeing the girl that you love get drunk? I dont get it, i really did all i can to take care of her when she got drunk, but the only think that she can say to me is "LET GO!", "GO AWAY!". Sorry for being "childish" but i cant bare with it.

Is there anyone in this world who actualy dont trust anyone? is it actualy posible? lol...

1 comment:

Swing said...

sry for the late comment coz seeing that you only have 15 posts I decided to reread them again.

I'm kinda proud of you for taking ur time into a relationship but always rmb tat things might not always turn out the way we wan it to be but it's an experience tat we'll cherish later on in life.

Anyway, how's the torney?