Sadly, its just so hard to face it in reality. Hearing songs related to your life on radio, hearing romours or humours people make about you, trying to be the best that you can be, trying to be as caring as posible, the patients to face her flaws, the intergrity lost from every direction, chances on watching the girl that you love happy, ways to prove that you're worth it.
It's sad to know that every shit that comes out from your mouth just irritates the shit out of people. It's not my fault to be brought up this way, where i just dont communicate much with people from "now". Things can be just the same, but expressed to you in a total different way than others. Yeah again i need to face it because life is never fair right? Everything has to be given but not taken... i just dont know how long i can bare with this shit, but when it gets out of hand, i think i might just BLOW!...
I know one day i will sit down infront of the computer laughing at this blog, seeing how naive i am. Being so old school by showing "sincere" instead of "charm". To tell "truth and honesty" instead of "sweet talks". Its just hard when you can see and feel that she gives a shit about you, but for wat reasons? LOVE? or she still needs you for certain reasons....
Theres soo many questions running through my head, when i know that the questions are only there because i asked for it. I got myself into this broken shoe, where i dont want to get out of it, but i want to repair it. I just cant seem to find the right solution for this...
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